Estranged

You claim to love me
But you don't know me
Nobody but myself does

You want to have me
I want to leave me
Keep me yours

You're being adventurous
The ways you go can be tortuous
The field is unknown

The devil lives here
Possesses my actions
The good leaves here
But sometimes it's left behind

Today I saw the morning
Coming up to my windows
The rising sun felt fine
I was alive

Today I saw the evening
The moon killing the sun
The shadows taking over
Some darkness went out of me
Killing the mood around

I'll close my eyes tomorrow
And I won't see anything but you
Maybe the true me will be guided by you...

Vicious Circle

I will always end up in this vicious circle
I'm meant to destroy myself
To hurt myself
I'll be always struggling with my mind

Happiness arrived and I'm consuming it
Until it ends
I'm absorbing it
Poisoning it with my sorrows

Tomorrow won't be different
Past will be always repeated
That's my sad faith
A faith I made from bad experiences

Two people living in this body
This meaningless body that will become dust someday
Two people fighthing
Two people I don't have idea who they are

I'm tired
I'm full of energy
I'm tired of dying
I'm wanting to live

I'm here
With you my love
Which one of me do you love?

Poor you
Sad me
I' not free from myself

Why am I like this?
One time happy, another time sad
One time loving,another time hating
I'm so sure of nothing

If I can't live with myself
How will you?