Dying Eternally Forever

They were deep and dark though bright
The skies I searched for so long
I prefer the darkness to the daylight
Because when light hits me, the shade is not my own
And that is just wrong

I tend to move inwards with thought and reflection
If I can't look, I cannot see the universe
Sometimes I do it, longing for connection
I look through the gap in the ceiling
And what I see is not me, it's the reverse

Those gelid skies were the most rational answer
But what is rational on me?
That's a good matter
To drive me insane, to twist me and turn me round
Countless times and times...

What does it matter if you fail
Life is life, and it's the way it is
So scarce and precious
So raw and organic
So what it really is

Why not taste the smell of a rose
When there is time
Tomorrow can never come
The rose will lose it's scent and so will you
Dying eternally forever