Where are you dark angel?

Where are you dark angel?
You’ve promised me a new sky
Where the horizon is reachable and the skies are white
And I thought that light would finally come

Forsaken and lost
The sun laughed at me
I envied its glow and looked down
Earth was trying to swallow me to the ground

The power within me has made me understand that we’re strength ourselves
Once we get to know what we’re made off, we can do everything
Though I just can’t see myself in a mirror
Who am I?

I shall not let them bury me alive
Because I have to dig my own grave, before the final day comes
Each day is a new step
And when I’m gone my prints will be on the floor for others to know
The way I have followed

I don’t regret the craziest things I’ve done
When my spirit was free
And days seemed warmer and brighter
Consciousness has brought the dawn
The after night time for reflection

I wish to get lost again
In a delirious dream
So pleasant and natural
As life should be…

And after all I’m standing here
I can’t see you, I can’t smell you…
It’s cold and dark
The mountain is hard to climb

It’s time to wake up
To rise and stop falling for the same mistakes
Over and over again
How much will I have to wait?