Why?

Why do you make my heart beat faster
When you know you’re not worth it?
Why do you escape to my head
And invade my thoughts?

Why do you cut me with that knife
that tenderly trespasses my feelings
so pleasurably, that pain turns into pleasure?

Why do I despise you and love you so much at the same time?
Why do I scorn you and look with disgust at you
and still I want to caress your face, telling you all is going to be fine.
Why did you get into my life, anyway?

I just can’t admit…
It just can’t be…
It’s impossible…
It’s all utopia!

Tell me why,
Yes, you looking at me
why do you do this to me?
It’s driving me to insanity.

Don’t promise me a single thing
Don’t even come closer
I fear you
Stop doing this to me…