Bad Willing

Many times I questioned the life but never really looked for an answer
Mysterious life, mysterious poison
So powerful that turns into a slight breath got from the smooth breeze that slowly touches my eyes when closed
The firebird ran way when the tears shed for me extinguished it’s heat

The sky was covered with the dark curtains of death and pain
something came, saying me to breathe the death and the suffering that could be felt in the air
Then a strong voice came telling to say goodbye

The tree dyed and it’s leafs fell
In a floor of destruction
All covered by the hell’s heat

No courage to scream
No voice strong enough to yell
Only tears to cry
and a voice to whisper “I hate this damn hell”

The hands nailed to the cross
The body loosing water to the sun
The soul so strong that could leave the body and go far, far away
The heart counting the seconds to the end

Bad feelings
Bad willing
All bad but not so bad as the insanity of the world